Happy 2010!

I hope yesterday was an awesome day in the past, tomorrow an unrevealed day, and that today will be an awesome day in the present, marking a start to new, blessed, successful year full of gratitude. 01.01.10 begins now ♥

2009 and all its friends.

2009 is an influential year. A really influential one. I entered as a vulnerable girl, and I will exit as a strong one.

2009 gave me tears, gave me hugs, gave me broken friendships, and gave me new friendships.

2009 didn't turn out how I planned, how I wished it would be the best year of my life.... well, it is.

2009t gave me tears, but I learn from them. I grew. I grew more in 2009 then I have in any other year. And I appreciate that. A lot.

2009, I will miss you for sure. You are awesome, and you should know it :)

2009 will die in 7 minutes, it will live in my heart forever.

2009: I found my true friends. I found the loyal guy. I found favor. I found all my mistakes and tried my best to fix them.

2009 made me realize the girl I really am. I changed. I didn't change to fit what people like, I change to embrace who I really am.

2009 made me realize that I don't care if there are people out there who still can't accept me for me, because guess what? I accept myself just fine. HA.

Through the things I have experienced in 2009, I will let 2010 be whatever it will be. Let it be the awesome year I know it will be.

Yesterday, I still say 2009 was the worst year in my life cus of all the tears I shed. Today, I say it'sthe best cus of all my growing up.

I have always and will always find favor in 2009.

I will not expect anything of 2010. I will leave it with its own potential. Its own potential to be an awesome year.

The voice in my heart is belting out old, precious memories of 2009. I will miss you.

2oo9, I love you.

That's how powerful 2009 is.

Happy End Year 2009, everyone :)

Love always,

Tara.

Tawzie's Best of 2009 =)

Some of this might not make sense, but that's the fun of it! ENJOY <3

*If you noticed, there is actually at least one word from every single post I made, and this is in order from my first post until now!

Life is just a bunch of grapes.

That's when your real life starts.

Either life in Heaven or Hell.

I can relate.

Everywhere Jesus went, there was revolution.

Everywhere I go, they serve tea.

Do with what happens to you.

It's time.

No matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after.

Thank you very much :)

Has this ever happened to you?

PLEASE.

EXPERIENCED.

OVERLY PROUD.

IMMENSELY AMAZING.

Normal.

Try.

Get real who you're playing with.

Cause you don't know the good things from the bad

When I say I want you

You know that I mean it

And in my hour of weakness

There is still time to try

LOVE.

GIVE ALL THE LOVE A HEART CAN HOLD.

FRIENDS.

PHENOMENON.

YAY. <3

"Live the life you love and you will love the life you live."

"Are you ready to love, be loved, and be hurt?"

... it never ends...

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and he will make your paths straight."

Proverbs 3:5-6

OH,..

Just to prove my friendship is true,

It's worth the try.

You can believe in the gift of a friend <3

"They say an end can be a start."

YOU WISH.

"Nothing gold can stay..."

"See an imperfect person perfectly..."

The imperfect perfection.

THAT'S ALL I ASk.

Where are you now?

Taz.

Okay...

No need for more fuss now!

FAIL.

FAIL.

see more Epic Fails

I wish this would happen to me in a test. It would be pure awesomeness.

see more Epic Fails

Yea, like that's possible.

Toilet Grafitti

Have you ever sat down in a public toilet, closed the door, and look up only to see crazy writings all over the door? Here's a collection of some of the wackiest and craziest!

No need for more fuss now girls!

HEY! Meanie...

No comment. This just made me ROFLMFAOOL.

Very Merry Belated Christmas!

I didn't get a chance to say this on Christmas day,

So I figured saying it now is okay,

It's never too late, I guess

Well, just spare me; I was enjoying my white Christmas!

(*Check it out it rhymes!)

Wow, that was a major crime of rhyme.

Yeah, that was lame and I am ashamed.

(*CORNY!)

I want to wish you a merry Christmas, but I can't...

For there is only one Christmas; one birth; one Savior; one stable; one manger; one Mary; one Joseph; The rest are just anniversaries.

Instead, I will have to say: HAPPY 2009th ANNIVERSARY! :D

May peace be your gift at Christmas and your blessing all year through!

Happy birthday Jesus,

25 December 2009

Taz <3

The Imperfect Perfection

It's only been a day yet I miss you so terribly,

You're halfway around the world,

Half a day behind me,

Yet my heart misses you whole.

Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Frost

"Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. "
- Robert Frost

All Work No Play?

YOU WISH!

Goodnight, My Love.

Goodnight moon, goodnight stars, goodnight Prince Charming, wherever you are...

Love always, Taz <3

Life&&drama

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama
& the people who create it
& surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.
After all, life's too short to be anything but happy.

Immaturity Finally Crossed its Line

Okay, so I was browsing through 2leep when I came across these pictures. Parents, do you really want your kids growing up and seeing this? Kids do not taste good. Look at the faces of these innocent babies. How would you feel if you positioned yourself in their shoes? They are babies, what do they know? They might easily believe that you are going to eat or cook them for real. Is this the kind of example you want to give to children, the future parents of our world, to see and follow? You adults are role models to us kids. Do you really want the future to look like this? I know I don't.

Gift of a Friend <3

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself, 'cause a dream is a wish you've made all along. It's easy to say you don't need help, but it's harder to walk all alone. You'll change inside when you realize:

The world comes to life and everything's bright

From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side

That helps you find the beauty of all when you

Open your heart and believe in...

The gift of a friend <3

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared; there through the highs and the lows. Someone you can count on, someone who cares; beside you wherever you go. You'll change inside when you realize:

The world comes to life and everything's bright

From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side

That helps you find the beauty of all when you

Open your heart and believe in...

The gift of a friend <3

And when the hope crashes down, shattering to the ground. You'll feel alone when you don't know which way to go, and there's no such leading you on: you're not alone...

The world comes to life and everything's bright

From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side

That helps you find the beauty of all when you

Open your heart and believe in...

The gift of a friend <3

You can believe in The Gift of a Friend <3

#eightfourever!

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http://eightfour09-10.blogspot.com (current)

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Hmm... (: ?

Apparently, Blogger hates me.

It doesn't work on my computer, but it works on others. Hmm... (: ?

Blogger, I know my posts are foshiz, but bear with me and give me my blog back!

I don't know if this will be published or not, but it's worth the try!

Hmm,

xx. TawzieTawz

Hello Anonymous

Written with a pen,

Sealed with a kiss.

If you're my friend, please answer this-

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once but I forgot.

Tell me now and tell me true,

So i can say,

"I'm here for you,"

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the one I won't forget.

And is I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven and wait for you.

If you're not there on Judgement Day,

I'll know you went the other way.

I'll give the angels back their wings,

And risk the loss of everything.

Just to prove my friendship is true,

I'll go to hell to be with you.

My Freak.

My freak,
Oh, how you make me scream,
Make me screech,
Make me belt out like a leech.

My freak,
Oh, how stupid you are,
For trusting me,
With your everything.

My freak,
It's too late now,
I won this round,
There's no backing out.

It's too late now,
I found out,
About you and your secret.

My freak,
It's over, you lost
You played a game
That I can't help but win

It's over, you know it's true
You know you can't outsmart me
Nice try

I found out.

"Maybe he's right, you're not into me anymore..." -Jonah T.

Proverbs 3:5-6

This is an original poem created by me. I based the idea of this poem on Proverbs 3:5-6, which says, "Trust in the LORD in all your ways, lean not on your own understanding. In all you ways, acknowledge Him, and he will make your paths straight."

It was an eerie and cold mystic winter day,
A time when I had nothing to do or say,
I sat quietly, mourning along by the window,
Watching raindrops fall, wishing it was snow.

So softly and gently it falls in the driveway,
Leaving blotches all over that will not go away,
The fall of the rain are like bullies in school:
A mark is left on those innocent caused by the cruel.

I opened he window only to find a gentel breeze,
Too bad it was nothing that I could ever sieze,
So gentle and light it felt on my skin,
It brought me back to last Christmas I spent with my kin.

Mother said one thing I will never forget,
What she said was surely nothing to regret,
She said her wind was me as a baby,
A soft and gentle being filled with joy and glee.

I could see branches swaying accordingly,
To the rhythm of the wind they sway willingly,
It was a sight showing the wonders of nature,
I will never get tired of this wonderful picture.

In the distant I can make out a pretty sight just northeast,
A rainbow had form after the rain decreased,
The rainbow was beautiful, just like an image,
Within it stands wonders of all but scrimmage.

From the changing of the skies and the bat's yell,
Nightfall was coming soon I could tell,
From sunset to pitch black,
Knowing the transisting time was quite a knack.

Sun beginning to fade as moon appeared,
The end of the day was something to be premiered,
Night is the end credits to a beautiful movie,
The movie of our lifetimes documented for me to see.

As I concluded my night, still sitting on the still,
I realized how lucky I am, able to live to fulfill,
I reflected back on the dreads of the day,
Only to find those are life lessons we can take away.

Life is not a game, nor it is a joke,
All things are possible if you do not provoke,
Believe in Him, the one true God,
Only Him has the power to will is to be proud.

The things we do in life are not for our sake,
They are for the glory of our Lord, our wake,
Each day is a gift for us from Him,
It should not be taken for granted just as it seems.

YOU; never ends.

I never thought it would end up like this
Like a mount of words, gone to a waste
Seems like a miracle; those words coming from my mouth
But not so much when it's coming from yours

I had always known, you weren't the one
Who would make me smile when I am done
It's just the opposite
You turn me down when I'm smiling
and I don't know how to cope with you anymore

It never ends, with you
The conflict just never stops
I don't know what else to say or do
What more do you want from me?
Haven't you taken enough
To make the hurt last a life time
It just never ends

You were hungry for problems and fights
I was fed up, full of your wants and needs
You were a hungry jaguar
I'm just your innocent prey
And you were hungry when you prounced on me, yeah

It never ends, with you
The conflict just never stops
I don't know what else to say or do
What more do you want from me?
Haven't you taken enough
To make the hurt last a life time
It just never ends

Will you ever see the real me?
Should I care or should I leave it away?
Just leave it away

Cus it never ends, with you
The conflict just never stops
I don't know what else to say or do
What more do you want from me?
Haven't you taken enough
To make the hurt last a life time?
What more do you need from me?
Haven't you got what you want?
To see the pain in my eyes
To see me agonizing in pain
Well too bad, it's too late
Cus it has end.

"Are you ready to love, be loved, and be hurt?"

"Live the life you love and you will love the life you live."

Wake Me Up When September Ends <3

Thursday, September 17, 2009, 8:18PM:

Tara Nc Sudarpo ; wake me up when september ends ♥
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Liz Terry likes this.

Saturday, September 19, 2009, 8:02PM:
Tara Nc Sudarpo ; ugh y didja wake me up @ september 19, 7am? september hasn't end yet... :S
7 minutes ago · Comment · Like

Thanks a lot, Tris.

You're not welcome :)

Finally + Tumblr Post #1

Hola people!!
I FINALLY made Tumblr! Hahaha,
It's just like Blogspot! >_<
Go check it out at...
http://tawzietawz.tumblr.com/
I'm trying to get my own domain for it!! (YAY =] )

Anyways, here's my 1st post on Tumblr :)
ENJOYYY!!!

"HOLAA FROM BLOGSPOT"

Holaaa!This is just guna be a short greeting from muaaaa!… in EIGHT different languages, lol ^_^

TURKISH:Abe herkes!!BEN sonunda Tumblr! Hahaha,Blogspot kullanarak için bir hayli ise, şimdi istiyorum bulmuşlardı Tumblr!Anyways, GELIRIM yeniden - postalayan benim bütün Blogspot direklerini benim Tumblr çok!!!Gözlenmesinin için benim yaklaşmakta olan direklerini!Bu sadece kısa selamın, Nene için başka evet … Şu an için … Hehehe xP
Ta - ta,taraa

ENGLISH:Hey everyone!!I finally made Tumblr! Hahaha,I have been using Blogspot for quite a while now, and I want to try out Tumblr!Anyways, I’ll be re-posting all my Blogspot posts on my Tumblr too!!!Keep an eye out for my upcoming posts!This is just a short greeting,Don’t know what else to say… for now… hehehe xP
Ta-ta for now,taraa

SPANISH:¡Oye todos!! ¡Yo por último hice Tumblr! ¡Hahaha, yo he estado utilizando Blogspot para bastante un rato ahora, y yo quiero probar Tumblr! ¡De todos modos, yo acerca de-anunciará todos mis postes de Blogspot en mi Tumblr también!!! ¡Esté pendiente de mis postes próximos! Esto es justo un saludo corto, no sabe lo que decir más…para ahora… hehehe XP
Ta-ta para ahora, taraa

ITALIAN:Ehi tutti!! Ho fatto finalmente Tumblr! L’Hahaha, ho usato Blogspot per abbastanza un mentre ora, e voglio provare Tumblr! In ogni modo, sarò invia di nuovo tutto i pali di Blogspot sul mio Tumblr anche!!! Tenere fuori un occhio per i miei pali imminenti! Questo è appena un saluto breve, non sa ciò che altro dire… per ora… loxP di hehehe
Il Ta-ta per ora, il taraa

SWEDISH:Hey alla!! Jag gjorde slutligen Tumblr! Hahaha, jag har använt Blogspot på ett bra tag nu, och jag vill försöka ut Tumblr! Anyways, jag ska vara angående-postande all min Blogspot poster på min Tumblr också!!! Håll ett öga ut för mina kommande poster! Det är nyligen en kort hälsa, vet inte som annars att säga… under tiden…hehehe xP
Ta-ta under tiden, taraa

JAPANESE:ヘイ皆!!私は最後にTumblrを作りました！ Hahaha、私は今すごいしばらくの間のためにBlogspotを使っていて、Tumblrを試したいです！ともかく、私は同様に再び全てのBlogspotポスト〔郵便〕をTumblrに掲示します!!!私の来るべきポスト〔郵便〕のために目を締め出してください！これが単なる短いあいさつで、taraaの今の言うべきこと…今のhehehe xPバイバイ…の他の何か知らないでください

KOREAN:everyone!!!나는 마침내 tumblr! hahaha, 저는사용되는 blogspot 반면에 지금은, 도전하고 싶어 tumblr!아무튼, 나는 곧 다시 게시 blogspot 내 모든 기둥에 내 tumblr too!!!눈이 빠지는 내 새로운 기둥!이것은 단지 짧은 인사,어떻게 해야 할지 모르겠 할 말은… 지금은… hehehe XP
ta- Ta 지금taraa

FRENCH:Hé tout le monde ! ! J’ai fait enfin Tumblr ! Hahaha, j’ai utilisé Blogspot pour assez longtemps maintenant, et je veux essayer Tumblr ! De toute façon, je serai re-postant de toutes mes postes de Blogspot sur mon Tumblr aussi ! ! ! Empêcher d’entrer un oeil pour mes postes suivantes ! Ceci est juste une salutation courte, ne Passavoir ce que d’autre pour dire… pour le moment… hehehe xP
Ta-ta pour le moment, taraa

11:11

Thousands of people worldwide experience the 11:11 Phenomenon. Thousands of people might seem like a large group of people, but in ratio to the world's population of 7 BILLION, a few thousand is not that much, especially when these thousands of people are seperated worldwide.
I have always been triggered by 11:11. It has often popped up to me, especially on digital clocks. I have always thought that it was just a coincidence, but today, I found out it's not a coincidence- and that I am not alone.

To start off, here are some observations regarding the number 11:
Source: http://www.december212012.com/articles/11-11/The_Number_11.htm
- 11 August 1999 at 11:11 am there was a total solar eclipse.
- 21 December 2012 at 11:11 am the Mayan calendar ends.
- In the astrological sense with the precision of equinoxes & the 26,000 years cycle of Earth wobbling through the 12 signs of zodiac we are moving in to the new age of Aquarius and Aquarius is the 11th astrological sign.
- Returning to pyramid numerology and the significance of the number 11:
1234321 = 11:11 x 11:11
121 countries = 11:11
11 fatalities
- In binary 11 stands for 3, which is the trinity.
11 x 3= 33. 33 is the number of 33rd degree mason.
- The first plane that hit the world trade centre was flight 11.
- Total number of crew on flight 11 was 11.
- New York State is the 11th state of the US constitution.
- September 11, 2001 is 11 years from 2012.
- The world trade centre commenced building in 1966 and finished in 1977. It took 11 years to build.
On September 11, 1990 at 9:09 pm (11 years prior to September 11, 2001) Bush Sr. made the very first speech entitled “towards the New World Order” at the UN.
- Going back 60 years in time, on 11 September 1941 soil was broken to lay the foundation of Pentagon.
- The American NASA project to the moon was Apollo 11.
- On the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month, Remembrance Day is celebrated in Britain.
- The word crown was derived from Anglo French word caroon, which is derived from the Latin caroona. The year the word crown was first established was 1111 AD.
- The 1972 Munich Olympics provided the first world stage for global terrorism and the inclusion of the significant number '11' was anything but a coincidence.
- 11 Israelis were killed by Black September (the 9th month 9/11), a group with ties to Yasser Arafat’s Fatah organization.
- The Olympics were host to 121 countries.
- 121 divided by 11 gives 11.

I was triggered to find my own observation regarding 11. Here are some of my observations:
(a): 11=3, in binary arithmetic. 3 is the cornerstone of the trinity and also Hinduism.
(b): 1 male + 1 female are needed to produce 1 child. Ergo, 1 + 1 = 3, in reproduction.
[source: http://www.december212012.com/articles/11-11/The_11_11_phenomenon.htm]
- I came accross the 11:11 Phenomenon article when researching about 12/21/12.
- I was led to the official website of this so-called "doomsday".
- Then, on the 122112 website, I found the article on the 11:11 Phenomenon.
- Hergo, I came accross 11:11 when I was researching about the Mayan's revelation on doomsday.
- I was triggered to search the Christian revelation of doomsday, so I opened the Bible to Revelaions 11:11. It read:
"But after the three and a half days a breath of life from God entered them, and they stood on their feet, and terror struck those who saw them."
- In binary arithmetic, the number 3 is equal to 11. Hergo the number 11 again.

Go to http://www.december122012.com for more.
It's amazing- seriously.

You= Friend ♥♥♥

When I ask you for a flower,
You give me a bouquet.
When I ask you for a stone,
You give me a statue.
When I ask you for a feather,
You give me a peacock.
When I ask you for comfort,
You give me your arms and hug me tightly.
♥
Sometimes, I forget to say hi,
Sometimes, I even miss to reply,
Sometimes, my message doesn't reach you,
But, it doesn't mean that I forget you,
I'm just giving you time to miss me =D
♥
A friend is like a computer.
I 'enter' you in my life,
I 'save' you in my heart,
I 'format' your problems,
I 'shift' you to opportunities,
and never 'delete' you from my memories.
♥
Don't ever walk in front of me- I may not follow.
Don't ever walk behind me- I may not lead.
Walk next to me and be my friend.
♥
The best of friends can change a frown,
Into a smile when you feel down.
The best of friends will understand,
Your little trials and lend a hand.
The best of friends will always share,
Your secret dreams because they care.
The best of friends worth more than gold,
Give all the love a heart can hold.
♥

Lya,
Tawzie Tawz Taz ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[Censored Person]

Hey, [Censored Person]
Haven't talked to you in a while.
It took me this long to realize I've lost what I took for granted.
But now it has changed. We have changed.
I just want to share something quick with you. I hope you like it.

"Between our texts,
Our fights,
Our disagreements,
Our harsh words,
I found hatred in you.

Now, 3 months have passed.
Not a single text.
Not a single fight.
Not a single disagreement.
Not a single harsh word.

Then one night,You said Hi.
I fell for that.
I fell for you.

Between our texts,
Our fights,
Our disagreements,
Our hars words,
I found love in you."

Love always,

Tawzie Tawz Taz <33

What If, Guilty Pleasure, Ashley Tisdale

Don't speak,
I can't believe this is here happening,
Our situation isn't right
Get real who your playing with,
I never thought he'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side
When you say that you want me,
I just don't believe it
Your always ready to give up and never turn around
But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight
So sick of worrying, that ya gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you would let go like that
And everything that we ever were
Seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad
When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try
But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight
Every time I speak you try and stop me
Cause every little thing I say is wrong
You say your noticing but you never see
this is who I really am that you can't leave
Makes me wanna know right now
If it's me you'll leave without
Or would you change your mind
But what if I need you
But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a...
Baby what if I need you
Yeah, yeah
What if I need you, what if I you
Ooh, ooh, if I need you
What if I need you
Need you, you, you

Left, Right, or DOWN ?!?!

Try this =] :

1. Tap me once on my right shoulder.
or
2. Tap me once on my left shoulder.
or
3. Tap me on either shoulder twice.

What do you think my reaction will be????

Probably, this is what most of you will guess:
1. I turn right.
2. I turn left.
3. I turn depending on the shoulder tapped.

WRONG!

My results (tester by Hannah):
1. I turn left.
2. I turn left.
3. I look..................................................................................... DOWN!

LOL ^__^,
tee hee >_< :::
Tawzie Tawz Taz :* mwaaahh

The Longest Shower Ever

Sunday, August 30, 2009 | 00.18am : Just finished taking a shower.

My normal shower procedure:
1. Use cleanser
2. Lather self with water
3. Use soap (and shampoo)
4. Rinse self
5. Brush teeth
6. Use facial wash
7. Apply toner
8. Apply mosturiser

Suday, August 30, 2009 Procedure:
1. Use cleanser on face.
2. Repeat step 1 five times.
3. Use cleanser on eye.
4. Repeat step 3 five times.
5. Lather self with water.
6. Use shampoo.
7. Repeat step 6 four times.
8. Use soap.
9. Repeat step 6 once.
10. Brush teeth
11. Use facial wash.
12. Apply toner.
13. Apply mosturiser.

Talk about outta whack!!!!!!!

Okay, so I know a lot of you SPH-ers are "overly proud" of your "imensely amazing" [feel the sarcasm!] school, but this article I found on the web was... just... shocking.
I'll let the article speak for itself:
"Sph is filled with many various groups such as the Spinners which are a group of people that spins pen in school. There are also a wide range of groups such as dance clubs and reading clubs that students may attend during lunch breaks or after school hours"

Say whhhaaaaaattttttttt?????!!!!!!!!!!!

I Never Knew My Teacher Was GOKIL Until...

I overheard:
Student: Teacherr, I'm hungry!!!!!
Teacher: Then I'm going to eat you up!

(Talk about EWW?! Read on...)

I witnessed:
Student: The girls in that other school wears skin-tight outfits.
Teacher: OK!! I'll move there then!
Student: But the shorts in SPH are the shortest.
Teacher: OK!! I'll stay here then!

(Uhh... okay, that was WEIRD! Want more? Read on...)

I expirienced:
Student 1: I'm goint to post this picture of you on Facebook.
Teacher: Yayy!!! :]]
Student 1: Why yay?
Student 2: Teacher is different. He enjoys his pictures being posted.
Me: Then she's NOT going to post it on Facebook?
Teacher: {Sad face} Aww... :'( Why not?

(FULL ON FREAKY! Could there be worse? Yes, read on...)

I was a part of:
Teacher: Me cweepy....
Me: Aww :) baby language?
Teacher: I AM A BABY!

(WHAT!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!)

*Note: The quotes aren't exact. This is to keep some content private.

Rant of Facebook #1

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
10:18PM
Currently (supposed to be) Doing: Computer Technology Homework

FACEBOOK, STOP TEMPTING ME TO PROCASTINATE. PLEASE. I BEG YOU.

Breadou Trademark Donut from Breadou freshly baked by Chef Breadou for your fun indulgence.

Has this ever happened to you?
I have no Breadou Trademark Donut from Breadou freshly baked by Chef Breadou for your fun indulgence.
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What?
The possibilities are endless with Breadou Trademark Donut from Breadou freshly baked by Chef Breadou for your fun indulgence!
Squish it with your fingers!
Squish it with your hands!
Squish it with your feet!
Squish it with your mouth! (Don't do this.)
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What?
That's right!
Breadou Trademark Donut from Breadou freshly baked by Chef Breadou for your fun indulgence is NOT edible!
Then why buy it?
Because it's Breadou Trademark Donut from Breadou freshly baked by Chef Breadou for your fun indulgence!
It's too good to eat!
It's too pretty to look at!
It's too sacred to open!
WHAT?!

TEE HEE >__<

PWNED.

My Bad Habit (and how to cure it)

So, today I was at the mall, going grocery shopping, when something caught my eye- a bag of chocolate nuggets! I began to approach it. Once it was within my reach, I grabbed it and started squishing the nuggets with my fingers... that is, until my mum caught me!

The habit of squishing is in my blood. Before me, my mum had that habit too. Of course, though, my mum still scolded me for destroying something that is not my property. Well, let me just tell you- I've squished way worse stuff! For example...
1. A whole bag of marshmallows
2. Oreos
3. A Chocolate Bar (this was my worst! you don't wanna know...)
4. My pillows (YOWZA!)
5. Do I need to list more?

Anyways, I got scolded for destroying property that is not mine. Because of that, my mum threatened to find a way for me to let go of my squishing addiction...

- 5 hours later...

Sister: Mum, can I please buy breadou?
Mum: What's that?
Me: Oooohh! It's bread!
Sister: Yes, just like the one V* gave to grandma!
Me: Can I please buy one too?
Mum: How much does it cost?
Sister: About Rp.120
Me: On the bright side, I can finally squish food that is not food! (HIGH FIVE!!!!!)
Mum: (Glares at me...)
Me: Hey, at least I'm not squishing food :D

So yes, I want to thank you Breadou for curing my addiction. I highly reccommend Breadou to those others who have squishing addictions. Thank you very much :)

Fearless

What is fearless? I've been asked that too many times now.

FEARLESS is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid.
FEARLESS is having fears.
FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them.
FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scar you to death.
FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you have been hurt before.
FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen.
FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again... even though every time you've tried before, you've lost.
It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change.
FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them.
It's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing,
it's FEARLESS to stop believing them.
It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away.
Loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS.
Allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS.
Letting go is FEARLESS.
Then, moving on and being alright... That's FEARLESS too.
But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after.
It's FEARLESS.

-Taylor Swift, Fearless.

Over You (Dedicated to L, K, and C... I love you sizta's 4E!!!)

They say that I'm over you
They say that I'm coming through
But only me
and only me knows the truth

They say that it's not worth it
They say that it's a waste of time
I know...

But how can I help it
You are so perfect
and I know who you are and
You know who I am
But it's not easy
To say that I'm over you

You talk a lot about me
I talk a lot more about you and I

You think that I'm just a friend
I think we're more than that
and I wish it's true

But how can I help it
You are so perfectand I know who you are and
You know who I am
But it's not easy
To say that I'm over you

I think it's time to know the truth
But I don't know if it's that easy
To say that I'm over you
Cuz I'm so not over you

But how can I help it
You are so perfect
and I know who you are and
You know who I am
But it's not easy
To say...
Goodbye...
To you...
I can't help but say

That you are so perfect
You are everything
I wish to be yours
and I dream to be next to you
Cuz I'm so not over you
I'm so not over you
It's time
To say
Goodbye...

Never not cool? OFC!!!

"Experience is not what happens to you. It is what you do with what happens to you."

"Pictures hold a thousand words."

"Love life and life will love you back. Hate life and life will hate you back."

Never not okay,

Taz.

A Quote From "Sister Freaks"

"Everywhere Jesus went, ther was revolution. Everywhere I go, they serve tea." -Watchman Nee

I can relate. Sometimes it seems like everyone around me is nice and quiet and and sedate- like we're all having a cup of tea. There's nothing wrong with that, of course. We all love Jesus; I just wonder sometimes if we're accomplishing something great for His Kingdom.

If you're like me, you probably long to find those few who are different- the ones who are willing to take a strong stand for Jesus. It's not easy. I admire the bold women, the ones who stand up for something, the sisters strong enough to be considered "freaks" for the cause of Christ.
When you look at history, it's pretty clear that nobody was bolder than Jesus. He came down here to earth, even though He din't have to, and sacrificed His life for each one of us. In doing that, He set an example of boldness. The Lord was so different from everyone else that the world couldn't help but notice Him. Two thousand years later, He is still the central figure in al history. I'm drawn to Him and Hs sacifice and His example. The more I get to know Jesus, the more I want to be like Him.

But it's dangerous to live like the Lord. When He showedu, the world put Him to death. So we can't expect they're going to embrace us when we take a stand for God. In face, we can expect to suffer, since great faith makes people uncomfortable. And that leads me to ask you: what sort of a stand do you want to take? What do you want to be known for?

Have you ever struggled with the sense that you're not strong enough, that you haven't done enough, or have your heart set on the wrong things? I have. But no matter how much I fail, I know God is right there, ready to strengthen me and help me become someone who is willing to take a stand. That's why I love [stories about women who took a stand for God]. Each one is about a young woman who took a great stand for God. Some of them are famous historical figures like Mary and Joan of Arc. Others are comtemporary women you've probably never heard of. Each one has made an efort to change the world, even if it's in a small way. But every one held true to God, and they all inspire me to live a bigger, greater life.

If you use [Sister Freaks] in your devotional reading, you'll find [lots of stories] so you can explore what the Lord's leading is for your own life. As you read through [Sister Freaks], I pray you'll see the world through His eyes and look for ways you can change it through His power."

-Rebecca St. James

My Theory of Life... (this has never failed me)

I created this theory of mine a long time ago. This theory has never failed me. Keep it, treasure it, embrace it:

1. Life is just a trial room, God's very own test.
2. This test is to prove if we are worthy to go into Heaven or not.
3. Everyone has a different test provided uniquely by God.
4. The questions in the tests are a blur. Each question can change according to your previous answer.
5. You can trust no one to give you the right answers. God will not give you the answers, He just provides you with a possibility. It's your choice if you want to take it or not.
6. Once God feels your test is over, well.... u die. (Tee hee >__<)
7. God will provide you with his evaluation.
8. Once you receive your evaluation, that's when your real life starts. Either life in Heaven or Hell.

You know this is true.
God bless,

Never not okay,
Taz a.k.a Tawa

Never not okay is not okay....

Life is just a bunch of grapes. Retarded quote, isn't it? I don't even know what it means. It is true, though, that life is just a bunch of grapes. You grow it, you develop it, you eat it... then it's gone.

"thinking back to all the times when it was easier... why is it so hard now? i know i'm doing things you can never do. i know you envy this. well, you think it's so easy? let me tell you: it's not. it never was." -sum dudette i dun feel like quoting...

That's my current facebook status.

That dudette i don't feel like quoting is me.

Why are you making it so hard? Everything WILL work out, all YOU have to do is TRY. I've tried my best to do everything, but you? YOU? YOU never try! You never even knew the meaning of all this. What is the point of this? This is just a bunch of childishness...

Haven't you had enough of this? I don't even see where this is going anymore!

1. Not talking.

2. Not seeing each other.

3. No happy Tara

4. Never so okay

FOUR things.

Did you really think everything made sense?

EIGHT. FOUR...

FOURth locker...

LEFT...

It's all just a coincidence...

... or is it?

I don't know. You answer. You know who you are.

Remember the number 8,

Taz.