People In Our Lives

"People in our lives teach us different lessons about life. They come in categories. There are conditioners, pass-through, anchors, and the distracters. There are some people in our lives that pass through. They are there for a season of time, and then they are gone. They are not meant to stay in our lives forever. Their purpose is to get us through the next season of life."
-Angela Diggs

We Were Born to Love; To Live

When those eyes, that seemed to fit so perfectly upon your face

Opened in my direction that day

I felt for the briefest time,

A feeling that I'd forgotten,

The feeling of our two worlds being entwined,

And that maybe, just for a moment,

You remembered who I was,

Not who I've become.

I Love Love

"Someties someone comes into your life that changes everything.

Raises the standards, make you laugh, and makes you feel like you.

There's something about him that you can't put into words

and even though you're not with him,

you don't want to let him go."

My Only One

The sky has lost its colour,

The sun has turned to grey.

At least that's how I feel,

Whenever you are away.

When you leave I count your steps,

When you're here I count your words.

I can never accept reality,

Whatever it takes, I'll let my mind run its laps.

The sun has light up once again,

The sky and its colour reappear.

I know the cost but I still strive,

Never will I let you disappear.

A Quote from Gossip Girl

"And right now, i am with exactly who i want to be with…my best friend. You are high school to me. All of the boyfriends and mean girls and tests and teachers and our crazy mothers… We went through it together. We raised each other. You’re my sister." -Serena

Did You Know?

Did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you?

Did you know when the person you like looks at you and then looks down, they're crazy about you?

Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think?

Did you know when that person looks at you alot they can't live without you?

Did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don't want to let you go?

Did you know I thought about you last night?

Did you know I'm crazy about you?

Did you know I love you more than you think?

Did you know I can't live without you?

Did you know I don't want to let you go?

What about you?

Life&&drama

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama
& the people who create it
& surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.
After all, life's too short to be anything but happy.

Proverbs 3:5-6

This is an original poem created by me. I based the idea of this poem on Proverbs 3:5-6, which says, "Trust in the LORD in all your ways, lean not on your own understanding. In all you ways, acknowledge Him, and he will make your paths straight."

It was an eerie and cold mystic winter day,
A time when I had nothing to do or say,
I sat quietly, mourning along by the window,
Watching raindrops fall, wishing it was snow.

So softly and gently it falls in the driveway,
Leaving blotches all over that will not go away,
The fall of the rain are like bullies in school:
A mark is left on those innocent caused by the cruel.

I opened he window only to find a gentel breeze,
Too bad it was nothing that I could ever sieze,
So gentle and light it felt on my skin,
It brought me back to last Christmas I spent with my kin.

Mother said one thing I will never forget,
What she said was surely nothing to regret,
She said her wind was me as a baby,
A soft and gentle being filled with joy and glee.

I could see branches swaying accordingly,
To the rhythm of the wind they sway willingly,
It was a sight showing the wonders of nature,
I will never get tired of this wonderful picture.

In the distant I can make out a pretty sight just northeast,
A rainbow had form after the rain decreased,
The rainbow was beautiful, just like an image,
Within it stands wonders of all but scrimmage.

From the changing of the skies and the bat's yell,
Nightfall was coming soon I could tell,
From sunset to pitch black,
Knowing the transisting time was quite a knack.

Sun beginning to fade as moon appeared,
The end of the day was something to be premiered,
Night is the end credits to a beautiful movie,
The movie of our lifetimes documented for me to see.

As I concluded my night, still sitting on the still,
I realized how lucky I am, able to live to fulfill,
I reflected back on the dreads of the day,
Only to find those are life lessons we can take away.

Life is not a game, nor it is a joke,
All things are possible if you do not provoke,
Believe in Him, the one true God,
Only Him has the power to will is to be proud.

The things we do in life are not for our sake,
They are for the glory of our Lord, our wake,
Each day is a gift for us from Him,
It should not be taken for granted just as it seems.

My Theory of Life... (this has never failed me)

I created this theory of mine a long time ago. This theory has never failed me. Keep it, treasure it, embrace it:

1. Life is just a trial room, God's very own test.
2. This test is to prove if we are worthy to go into Heaven or not.
3. Everyone has a different test provided uniquely by God.
4. The questions in the tests are a blur. Each question can change according to your previous answer.
5. You can trust no one to give you the right answers. God will not give you the answers, He just provides you with a possibility. It's your choice if you want to take it or not.
6. Once God feels your test is over, well.... u die. (Tee hee >__<)
7. God will provide you with his evaluation.
8. Once you receive your evaluation, that's when your real life starts. Either life in Heaven or Hell.

You know this is true.
God bless,

Never not okay,
Taz a.k.a Tawa

Never not okay is not okay....

Life is just a bunch of grapes. Retarded quote, isn't it? I don't even know what it means. It is true, though, that life is just a bunch of grapes. You grow it, you develop it, you eat it... then it's gone.

"thinking back to all the times when it was easier... why is it so hard now? i know i'm doing things you can never do. i know you envy this. well, you think it's so easy? let me tell you: it's not. it never was." -sum dudette i dun feel like quoting...

That's my current facebook status.

That dudette i don't feel like quoting is me.

Why are you making it so hard? Everything WILL work out, all YOU have to do is TRY. I've tried my best to do everything, but you? YOU? YOU never try! You never even knew the meaning of all this. What is the point of this? This is just a bunch of childishness...

Haven't you had enough of this? I don't even see where this is going anymore!

1. Not talking.

2. Not seeing each other.

3. No happy Tara

4. Never so okay

FOUR things.

Did you really think everything made sense?

EIGHT. FOUR...

FOURth locker...

LEFT...

It's all just a coincidence...

... or is it?

I don't know. You answer. You know who you are.

Remember the number 8,

Taz.