Perseverance and Personal Strength

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle."- Lenka

Have you ever experienced the feeling of being so hopeless and helpless, not knowing what to do? That feeling when you think the whole world has turned their back on you... Yeah, that. I'm sure you all know what I'm thinking about.

That feeling of the loss of perseverance.

Feeling like you lack personal strength.

It's a natural process of the teenage years. I can relate.

Lots of times, I have felt hopeless, all in school matters, family matters, friendship matters, and much more, but through what I have experienced, I have learn to just let go of those matters. I try to set my mind on the finish line:

"Think how good it will be once it's all over."

I would like to share with all of you what I have gained through my downs :)

One thing for sure, is that you should never give up, for that is just the time where the tide will turn. Worrying does not empty tomorrow's sorrow; it will just empty today's strength. Don't give up finding your way, but keep in mind that sometimes it takes bending to avoid breaking. Don't let temporary things scar you, making you regret your current decisions in the future. Start by doing what is necessary, then do what's possible. Soon, you will be doing the impossible. Remember: with love and patience, nothing is impossible. Just don't give up trying to do what you really wanna do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong. If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would astound ourselves. Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. with faith.

I really hope what I shared will be an influence to all you feeling helpless, 'cause I know you all got school ;)

God bless always,

TawzieTawz x.

Fearless

What is fearless? I've been asked that too many times now.

FEARLESS is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid.
FEARLESS is having fears.
FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them.
FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scar you to death.
FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you have been hurt before.
FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen.
FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again... even though every time you've tried before, you've lost.
It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change.
FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them.
It's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing,
it's FEARLESS to stop believing them.
It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away.
Loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS.
Allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS.
Letting go is FEARLESS.
Then, moving on and being alright... That's FEARLESS too.
But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after.
It's FEARLESS.

-Taylor Swift, Fearless.

Never not okay is not okay....

Life is just a bunch of grapes. Retarded quote, isn't it? I don't even know what it means. It is true, though, that life is just a bunch of grapes. You grow it, you develop it, you eat it... then it's gone.

"thinking back to all the times when it was easier... why is it so hard now? i know i'm doing things you can never do. i know you envy this. well, you think it's so easy? let me tell you: it's not. it never was." -sum dudette i dun feel like quoting...

That's my current facebook status.

That dudette i don't feel like quoting is me.

Why are you making it so hard? Everything WILL work out, all YOU have to do is TRY. I've tried my best to do everything, but you? YOU? YOU never try! You never even knew the meaning of all this. What is the point of this? This is just a bunch of childishness...

Haven't you had enough of this? I don't even see where this is going anymore!

1. Not talking.

2. Not seeing each other.

3. No happy Tara

4. Never so okay

FOUR things.

Did you really think everything made sense?

EIGHT. FOUR...

FOURth locker...

LEFT...

It's all just a coincidence...

... or is it?

I don't know. You answer. You know who you are.

Remember the number 8,

Taz.