Goodnight, Sweet Dreams

Girl: Babe I don't think I can sleep.

Boy: Why baby?

Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Can you tell me a story? Hehehe

Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.

Girl: Sounds perfect.

- Boy reads Dear John -

- 15 minutes later -

Girl: *Snores*

Boy: Babe?

Girl: *Snores*

Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I don't give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feelings grow more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

AWW :)

Why Hello.

Hey bloggies :)

Sorry for the lack of updates and posts. I have been VERY busy lately doing a lot of blog-worthy compositions for an english project. Yep, I've been creating a ME BOOK ! :D If you're wondering what it is, it's a book all about ME :)

To make up for the lack of posts, I'm going to give ya'll a preview of my me book heree :)

I'll also be posting new music! :D

Also, since I've been neglecting this blog to write for my Me Book, that means I have a TON of posts to post here soon, so keep an eye out!

Want a peek at my Me Book?

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HERE IT IS! :D

... Keep an eye out, more pages to come! :D

Awake with a Smile

Awake with a smile, I will never learn to say goodbye. A goodnight is all I can say, hope it gives you joy :)

Lying in my bed wide awake, I took time to think things through.
These past few weeks have been a whirlwind, way more than a roller coaster ride.
Consumed. Depleted. Evacuated.
I feel so lost in this sea of madness.
I begin to feel that days grow longer as nights grow shorter- what a pity.
I love night time, gazing up upon the starry night sky with hopes that you are seeing the exact same phenomenontical beauty I am perceiving.
Tonight, as I tucked my restless head, killed by insomnia, to sleep, I wonder where you are right now. What you're doing and what you're thinking about seems to mean so much to me. I want to know everything about you. Do you like stars, just like me?
After ages of studying, I just have not learnt one thing. Maybe it's because lecturers trust we have the base knowledge on this, or maybe because nobody thoroughly knows how. What is it, you ask?
Saying goodbye. Why is it that we learn about everything but that? Considering it's such a hassle with people, I'm not sure why. I take it as no one really knows how to.
As I speak, I say I don't know how to either. Only a simple goodnight I can say, believing that everything will be okay in the end. Yes, I say believing, since I know I don't always get my happy ending, but there's no harm in having faith, is there?
So I speak, goodnight.
Everything's gonna be okay.
As I try to doubt myself, I stop the urge.
Goodnight stars, goodnight moon, goodnight prince charming, wherever you are.

Sweet dreams :)

When Hearts Break and Tears Fall

Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

“Nothing, I just helped him cry.”

Forgiveness; Bitterness; Hatred.

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back. We’re all afraid of something.

Why is it so hard to forgive someone who has rejected us?
The answer's easy.
When you look at this world, think of all the people who has rejected Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, the one who payed our debts in this world just so death wouldn't mark the end of us. When you think about Him, remember the times He has been rejected. Then remember WHY He was rejected.
He was rejected because He loved us.
He was rejected because He tried to give the best for us.
He was rejected because He wanted to save us.
He was rejected because He claimed to be who He really is.
Come to think about it, if you are rejected because of those things, your heart will be so filled with hatred and bitterness that you have no room left to squeeze forgiveness in.
Yet Jesus Christ is different.
He did not hate this bitter world when He was rejected.
Instead, He forgave each and everyone of us by sacrificing His life.
That's the biggest form of forgiveness I will ever know of in my life. And it's just so wonderful to know that His blood has covered all sins and all wounds that are to be healed.
Forgiveness can only be accepted when one's heart is sure they are healed and is ready to move on and let go, yet that is not necessary anymore since the blood of Jesus Christ has covered everything.
We are able to forgive those who rejected us because He was able to forgive us first.
And that's wonderful.

Today is a remembrance of Christ Jesus' wonderful act of forgiveness.
Happy Easter everyone :)

Eternal Flame

A boy gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and he said that if she passed it, he’ll love her forever. The girl agreed. She didn’t text or call him the whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend had only 24 hours to live because he’s suffering from cancer. She excitedly went to her boyfriend’s house the next day. Tears fell as she saw her boyfriend lying on the coffin with a note on the side saying, "You did it, baby. Now, can you do it everyday? I love you."

People In Our Lives

"People in our lives teach us different lessons about life. They come in categories. There are conditioners, pass-through, anchors, and the distracters. There are some people in our lives that pass through. They are there for a season of time, and then they are gone. They are not meant to stay in our lives forever. Their purpose is to get us through the next season of life."
-Angela Diggs