Awake with a Smile

Awake with a smile, I will never learn to say goodbye. A goodnight is all I can say, hope it gives you joy :)

Lying in my bed wide awake, I took time to think things through.
These past few weeks have been a whirlwind, way more than a roller coaster ride.
Consumed. Depleted. Evacuated.
I feel so lost in this sea of madness.
I begin to feel that days grow longer as nights grow shorter- what a pity.
I love night time, gazing up upon the starry night sky with hopes that you are seeing the exact same phenomenontical beauty I am perceiving.
Tonight, as I tucked my restless head, killed by insomnia, to sleep, I wonder where you are right now. What you're doing and what you're thinking about seems to mean so much to me. I want to know everything about you. Do you like stars, just like me?
After ages of studying, I just have not learnt one thing. Maybe it's because lecturers trust we have the base knowledge on this, or maybe because nobody thoroughly knows how. What is it, you ask?
Saying goodbye. Why is it that we learn about everything but that? Considering it's such a hassle with people, I'm not sure why. I take it as no one really knows how to.
As I speak, I say I don't know how to either. Only a simple goodnight I can say, believing that everything will be okay in the end. Yes, I say believing, since I know I don't always get my happy ending, but there's no harm in having faith, is there?
So I speak, goodnight.
Everything's gonna be okay.
As I try to doubt myself, I stop the urge.
Goodnight stars, goodnight moon, goodnight prince charming, wherever you are.

Sweet dreams :)